12 more hours and it's Christmas day! don't forget that we celebrate the christmas day because it's the birthday of Jesus christ not just a gift giving day and etc. Merry Christmas to everyone!

In Return

So, I stopped using this blogsite for a while... actually it's been 7 months since the last time I posted a blog. I just think posting a blog is lame and I felt like I'm just trying to catch somebody's attention. Then I just realized that Posting a Blog is a new way to Express Myself and How I Feel about Anything in my everyday life. It's 5:54 am and still I can't sleep... There's always a time that I just don't feel like sleeping and everytime I'm like this, I always think about there's someone think of me too and I keep guessing who's that person until I get tired of thinking and just go to sleep. There's just One Question that popped out on my mind right now... It's "Why is it everytime I gained something or someone, I Gained a lot, but when I Lose something or someone, I Lose everthing?" I just felt like I'm a Boring type of person and until now, I'm still trying to figure out where, how, and which part of me is BOOOOORING! I always trying to Improve myself and Change some things but one thing i realized, maybe that's what's wrong with me... I'm not Being Me, I'm Being Someone Else.

Birthday

It's the most memorable birthday party i ever had.

Acceptance

I'm starting to accept everything that I expecting to happen is just make believe.

"What Goes Around Comes Around"

Torn

I'm being torn between the people who make me happy and the people who made me happy. I hate to choose because I want them both in my life.

Rage

There's some things that we can't just take back anymore. Like Trust, Trust is easy to gain but hard to re-gain. It will take time to have that Trust back. But that is when CHANGE comes in. When some things or someone Changed, Expect that all the things and the people around have Changed too.

Recessionitis

Well, The Economy is Fucked Up and it's like we got nothing to do about it but to just work harder. A lot of Companies are laying off some people in order to survive. Others are cutting off their work hours just to keep their employees. Last Week, I heard an Alarming News in the Company where I work at, and they said that they gonna have that "Early Retirement" for those people who's 60 years of age or older, and working with the company for 10 years and up. It's pretty much getting rid of the older people who work there because of the benefits that the company offered to the employees so they can save up some money. I really feel sorry for them, but that's the way it is. This is just an example of an company trying to survive in this crisis. This is really hard that i have to be "Money-Wise" in order to have some money in the future. Now, I realized that I have to save up some money because we really don't know what's gonna happen next...

I have to go on with the flow and work harder in order to survive.